syst3m_blonde69 ([info]syst3m_blonde69) wrote,
@ 2009-10-01 03:56:00
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Current location:my bed
Current mood: cold

It's not elementary, my dear watson.
I know, I know, months. I suck at this. I'll try harder. It's been rough.

First off I want to just ask this. Is there ever a time in your life where the burden being put on you is something that you want to touch, but at the same time, you just can't. I've had a moment, where I just wanted to throw my hands in the air and say "I can't deal with this! I don't know what to say! I don't know how this is handled! I don't have enough life experience with this to help you! I'm just a kid! Why?!"

For the person to whom is responsible for giving me this feeling, I am sorry. I am sorry if what I said wasn't helpful, in fact, I'm sorry if it seems I didn't try. Because I didn't, I'm well aware of that fact. I gave up, but you don't have to.

As for the school and work thing, gah if I bitch about that one more time, I might explode or implode or someplode.

Also, everyone knows me. Relationship wise,they know how I am. But I said three weeks ago to my sister, and I've said it to B.H and A.P., if I settle down with anyone, there'd be one person I'd do it for. Yet I've inserted foot into mouth on that one, believe you me. Is all hope lost.

/end emo-blog.




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